When I was young I never dared to dream as you may know if you read my blog regularly I never had the best childhood and faced quite a few struggles growing up. As I have got older through my life changed immeasurably. It is unrecognisable from my early life. I would not even let myself be happy for fear of something bad happening. Although I still have that fear I do find myself slipping now and again, I awake from my day dreams with a smile on my face. So I thought I would share some of my dreams for the future with my readers.
I had to think long and hard about this as I am careful with what I wish for. This is what I came up with a big fat nothing!! Why don’t I have any dreams? What is the matter with me? I sat for ages thinking about this and then it dawned on me. I don’t have any dreams because I’ve already fulfilled them all. I started thinking of all the things I would have dreamed of when I was a little girl and this is what I came up with.
I just wanted to be loved.
I wanted to have a family.
I wanted a place I could call home.
I wanted to feel safe.
That was it!! ( I never said it was going to be a big list)
Finally I came up with one thing I dream of now I have all of the important things.
I want to be a writer.
Then I realised!!!!
I already am???
Wow who would have thought but writing a blog and so much poetry I am already a writer.
Well that’s me done then.
Now I need to start on a new dream list.
I will be back with another post when I have a good long hard think about this.
It is after all very important to have dreams.
Thanks for reading.
As always loving being me.
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